Yesterday was prom, supposed to be a terriic night. I was originally going to go with this guy Todd, but it just didn't feel right... so i said fuck that. John & i were working shit out so he said he'd take me. We broke up because of drama, his friends don't like me, so whatever. It was okay at first... but drama happened again at the prom. His exgirlfriend was there, at my table. They texted all night. I was dancing with him and saw a text message about, "Waiting for us to slowdance". I mean, i fucking cried...and cried enough. Next thing you know, i get left there by myself, he goes home with her. That shit hurt me so bad.... I can't describe the pain i feel... I didn't even have a ride, lol.. I tried sleeping but i keep having nightmares about what had happened to me... still crying, day2.